Designers

Sometimes i wonder did i really choose the correct field of education, to give up all other option at such a young age. Everyone studying in the one academy knows the rules of design and the rules of life that we as designers must lead, there's nothing glamorous about it. the road is rough and the life is in a word "creatively shaken" we must undergo sleepless, lonely nights finishing up on what ever needs to be done. the only empathy we gain is knowing that in our small college others is having the same difficult time. i looked back at my old pics of high school wondering why isn't it like that here?

Designing will never be easy, designing can never be copy, design can never be an ending to those pursuing it. those who are looking an easy way out of education through design better think twice, those that are looking for lucrative pay better think three times harder and those looking for an external output of your "limited" creativity, this is the right field for you. because at the end of it all, we are just happy that people appreciate our work and just give us a small little smile.

My phone line is dead, streamyx is pretty much fucked up, laptop screwed and overheating but i found a little devil among it all named "stripey" he's a stray kitten that followed me into my house on a dark rainy night. intelligent but annoyingly disturbing during sleeping hours. taking care of him is a hassle to life but i find it can be a test of patience as well, for now I'll wait and see.

back to the streamyx "error", somehow technicians in the service department do not own a hand phone or any form of communication device except for a piece of pink paper that they annoyingly stick to your house gate and say that no one is home when everyone is in the goddamn house!

I miss my car, i miss people, i miss sleeping at any time i like, i miss good food and i miss dota to release me from this stupid life.

Money is god to those people who work
-kelsoo

A shift of blog again?

Well not shifting, just splitting up my work. s-o-o.blogspot.com will be used only for work process and updates as it was initially intended for before it became a journal blog.

So far haven’t updated like 2 months I guess? so many people commented on that and ask why I don’t update, the reason is damn simple: Time consuming work load from toa, the lacking ability of streamyx to provide a proper stable connection that can at least last a 5 min upload/ download, The ability to not or to sleep for 1 whole day, and the lacking of proper motivation.

I've been up to really nothing lately, catching up on workload and just reading the news online can’t be justified as a college life. My source of entertainment "aka Dota" have already been thrown out the window once more, replace by facebook (yes... I open that network finally), anime (this only applies to certain good anime), book reading (don’t be surprise... I counted that 30% of my allowance goes into buying books). So what about designing? My capacity has come to a point where design does not need inspiration, hard work comes as a drag and imitating is awesome. Project come and goes so fast that we don’t even have the time to renew, regenerate and regroup. It’s as if you fight in a war without enough training, supplies and planning.

The latest book that I finish was Hellgate London: Covenant, it’s from a series of three books which started from Exodus, Grotia and now the last one which is Covenant. A good time pleasing book that give suspense and excite the imagination.

Rented a car on Saturday to go to Emergency festival, got lost in KL because the city planner in Malaysia don’t drive cars and love to put their signboards 10 seconds away from the cross junction. All I can say about the festival? Funny, intriguing but downright confused with what they are trying to point out.

Besides that I gotten a new chair from IKEA , it cost me RM300 but it was worth it because as a MM designer I think we should at least need 2 monitor, 1 with a huge widescreen at minimum, a huge ass table to put our scanner, tablet, mouse plus big comfortable mouse pad, printer, coffee maker and a nice cozy table lamp, and most important is a big comfortable chair which has proper back support which enables you to stare at that tiny screen for a whole day and not feel a back ache.

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