Designers

Sometimes i wonder did i really choose the correct field of education, to give up all other option at such a young age. Everyone studying in the one academy knows the rules of design and the rules of life that we as designers must lead, there's nothing glamorous about it. the road is rough and the life is in a word "creatively shaken" we must undergo sleepless, lonely nights finishing up on what ever needs to be done. the only empathy we gain is knowing that in our small college others is having the same difficult time. i looked back at my old pics of high school wondering why isn't it like that here?

Designing will never be easy, designing can never be copy, design can never be an ending to those pursuing it. those who are looking an easy way out of education through design better think twice, those that are looking for lucrative pay better think three times harder and those looking for an external output of your "limited" creativity, this is the right field for you. because at the end of it all, we are just happy that people appreciate our work and just give us a small little smile.

My phone line is dead, streamyx is pretty much fucked up, laptop screwed and overheating but i found a little devil among it all named "stripey" he's a stray kitten that followed me into my house on a dark rainy night. intelligent but annoyingly disturbing during sleeping hours. taking care of him is a hassle to life but i find it can be a test of patience as well, for now I'll wait and see.

back to the streamyx "error", somehow technicians in the service department do not own a hand phone or any form of communication device except for a piece of pink paper that they annoyingly stick to your house gate and say that no one is home when everyone is in the goddamn house!

I miss my car, i miss people, i miss sleeping at any time i like, i miss good food and i miss dota to release me from this stupid life.

Money is god to those people who work
-kelsoo